People's #1 fear

Sorry haven't posted in a while! Just doing my thang tryin' to make it as a doctor.. hahhaa jk... but I really have been busy with the doctoral program!

So far Stats is ok. I definitely have been visiting my professor's office hours a little too much. But he's wonderful so it doesn't make me come back any less. He's incredibly patient with me, even if he may think deep down that I'm really slow, but he explains the notes to me in a different way until I get it. And then if I still don't get it, he just tells me to drop out of school.. Juuustt kidding kids!

Anyway, just celebrated my 23rd birthday this past weekend! I went to the same places I went to last year on my birthday. And The Bf visited me as well :). We watched the Disney movies he got me, literally all weekend long. Took a break and ate some delicious sushi. It was awesome.

Don't hate, I know you love kid movies just as much as I do.

What else.. oh yeah, the point of this post! One of my classes is Teaching Practicum and tomorrow, I get to give a 20 minute lecture in front of my cohort.

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Bahhhh!! Craziness I tell you! Complete craziness!!! But you say, "Lyds, your cohort only consists of 15 people.. that's nothing!" or "It's only 20 minutes, get over it!" Oh yeah... you try to speak in front of a bunch of smart people when you're already nervous, have high anxiety, and hate public speaking!! ANDDD people fear public speaking more than death, did you know that? Did you??!! Well, DID YOU??!! Yeah.. that's what I thought.... You probably did.

I'll tell you if I throw up or faint in front of them tomorrow. That is, if I don't die from embarrassment.

Ok, ok.. so I'm overexaggerating a little.. just a little. I'll just practice a lot and if I mess up tomorrow and they laugh.. F*** it, I'll just flip them all off, yes? ;)

Love you guys! Send me good vibes!